Grateful for Waiting. Grateful for the Unseen.

I used to despise winter. Growing up, I came to dread the long series of gloomy, wet, and cold days that seem to wrap Christmas and overstay its welcome well into March and April. I am grateful that the type of winter I now see is sunnier than the ones I grew up with; but I have also come to truly treasure the change of seasons, enjoying each one for the unique beauty it holds and seeking the lessons it desires to teach me. 

We are in the middle of celebrating THANKSGIVING, so naturally, I was attracted to the idea of thinking and writing about gratefulness. During this season, we tend to make more "gratitude lists" than we normally do -words on a paper strung together to represent all our greatest blessings. We sit around a table and take turns to mention special people, places, and circumstances that brought us great joy throughout the year. One recent fad I observed this year was daily Facebook status after status about reasons a certain soul was grateful. Another habit I really liked was sharing over social media photo albums that held pictures of its designer's greatest motivators for thanks. 

While all of these habits are to be encouraged and should be practiced year-round, most all hold one element in common: they are about what we can immediately see. The seen and the immediate are usually what our minds most focus on, but it should not be so. As Christians, we should dwell beyond the here and now -and our gratefulness should reflect such an eternal purpose. 

How many of us are waiting for something?

I believe we ALL are, in some form or another.  I used to think that being in a state of waiting came and went at different times of our lives; now, I see it as a definition of our journey on this earth. Whether it's awaiting the end of a season of chastisement, looking for the fulfillment of a God-given dream, or yearning for freedom from pain and sickness, all of us are in a season of waiting. But when was the last time that we thanked God for the waiting? When was the last time that we thanked God for this perpetual season of life? We see waiting as a burden, a cross to carry, and a struggle. In many ways, waiting IS all of those! But, waiting is also the opportunity for a more consistent and stronger growth and for the revelation of His glory. Once we choose to trust God to reveal us the beauty of waiting and to fulfill His promises in His most perfect and glorious time, our hearts are filled with gratefulness for the unseen: the things to come and the resulting closer walk with Him. So this Thanksgiving, let us focus on the convictions He places in our hearts and the revelation of who He is through these; and let us embrace with joy and gratefulness our seasons of waiting and our coming fulfillment of His promises. "While we look not at the things which are seen, but at the things which are not seen: for the things which are seen are temporal; but the things which are not seen are eternal" (II Cor. 4:18). “But as it is written, ‘Eye has not seen, nor ear heard, neither have entered into the heart of man, the things which God has prepared for them that love Him” (I Cor. 2:9).

"Strangely Dim"
by Francesca Battistelli (to watch: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MjmZ2v0niCI)

I've got all these plans piled up sky high
A thousand dreams on hold
And I don't know why,
I got a front row seat
To the longest wait
And I just can't see
Past the things I pray
Today

But when I fix my eyes on all that You are
Then every doubt I feel
Deep in my heart
Grows strangely dim
All my worries fade
And fall to the ground
Cause when I seek Your face
And don't look around
Any place I'm in
Grows strangely dim

Sometimes where I stand
On this narrow road
Is in a raging storm
Or a valley low
But oh

When I fix my eyes on all that You are
Then every doubt I feel
Deep in my heart
Grows strangely dim
All my worries fade
And fall to the ground
Cause when I seek Your face
And don't look around
Any place I'm in
Grows strangely dim

I don't know, I don't know
What tomorrow may hold
But I know, but I know
That You're holding it all
So no matter what may come

I'm gonna fix my eyes on all that You are
'Til every doubt I feel
Deep in my heart
Grows strangely dim
Let all my worries fade
And fall to the ground
I'm gonna seek Your face
And not look around
Til the place I'm in
Grows strangely, strangely, strangely dim.

A Mind for Eternity

       How often do we live for ourselves! What will God do for me? How is this good for me? Will this bring me closer to what I want? How will this circumstance or person serve me, improve my life, give me answers, or provide me with keys to my life? Those can be good guidelines through life’s decisions, but they should not consume them. Lost in this thinking, when life throws us challenges or pain, we stumble around, broken-hearted, alone, and with calls to the heavens about unfairness.

        Life IS an adventure –there is no doubt. But what kind of adventure do we want? What kind of adventure do I want? I can accomplish everything I dream, receive the highest praises, and pursue the best relationships, but what is their worth if God and His vision are not reflected through them to me and those around me? “This calf—a metalworker has made it; it is not God. It will be broken in pieces, that calf of Samaria. They sow the wind and reap the whirlwind. The stalk has no head; it will produce no flour. Were it to yield grain, foreigners would swallow it up” (Hosea 8: 6-7). There is absolutely no worth if only done for self. This kind of adventure is pointless and does not satisfy. It leaves the soul empty, lost, and alone, built only on sand castles. “What good is it for someone to gain the whole world, yet forfeit their soul?” (Mark 8:36)

        Rather than focusing on what is seen, on the immediate, and on ourselves, our minds should be driven beyond this world with its common dreams and push our thoughts towards eternity. Our answers and responses to the successes, obstacles, and failures of this life should be quests for God’s growth in us through them all and for His ultimate glorification. Disciples faced with the difficult question of the existence of the hurt of the disabled received this answer from Jesus: “this happened so that the works of God might be displayed in him” (John 9:3). Is this our response when things don’t go our way –or when they do? God’s message throughout His Word is almost simple: it’s ALL for His glory.

        So how do we live the right kind of adventure? The journey God yearns each of us to have is one of single heartedness, a life centered on His Word, on His eternal plan, and on His glory. His fellowship is the only one needed for completion and satisfaction: “As for me, I will behold thy face in righteousness: I shall be satisfied, when I awake, with thy likeness” (Psalm 17:15). Clothed with humility, we can approach Him knowing that He is our Father who owns the cattle of a thousand hills (Psalm 50:10); we can trust that where He leads is right where we are supposed to be, even if it means a fiery furnace (Daniel 3) or before the audience of a king (Esther 4). The Gospel is all we really have (Galatians 6:14) that will last through anything this life brings. “So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen, since what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal” (II Corinthians 4:18).

“Now, Lord, I would be Yours alone 
And live so all might see 
The strength to follow Your commands 
Could never come from me 
O Father, use my ransomed life 
In any way You choose 
And let my song forever be 
My only boast is You 

Hallelujah! All I have is Christ 
Hallelujah! Jesus is my life” –from Sovereign Grace “All I Have Is Christ”